Just because something you want to have, do, or achieve is really wonderful, doesn't mean it's easy to let go of the things that are in the way of that. For instance I want to be in my thin athletic body again but don't want to give up all my comfort food. I wanted to listen to the spirit and move to Hawaii, where I feel connected and whole, but did not want to give up seeing all the people I love, the hikes in Marin etc... What I do know is that when you do what's right for you and it matches your values, even if it costs you something else, it's always amazing. I guess it is called FAITH.
P.S. After many years in analysis paralysis, I have discovered the worst decision is in-decision. One path leeds to the next, and we always get to choose again. So while its important to pause, choose wisely, and carefully choose our actions, its also important that we do not always get to know until we act... That is what the lessons of TRUST and FAITH are about...